I haven't written in a few days. Not because I haven't wanted to. But just that I don't really know what to say anymore.
I find that the days seem longer. And the nights seem colder. I miss him more than I have before. And though I am starting to realize that he is going to be with her, and this is really how its going to be, I still dont want to believe it. I still dont want to let go of the him.
I miss my family. I miss my life.
I dont really know what Im saying. Im writing just to write. I just miss my life.