Adam update =D

So, its March 17th, That would make my little man, 1 Year, 3 Months, and 4 Days old.
He's HUGE, at nearly 29lbs.. And I forget how tall, I think they measured him at about 34 1/2inches last time. Anywho, hes heavy, totally killing my back!

Hes doing all sorts of things too! Gone are the days of crawling.. Hell, gone are the days of walking.. This kiddo is RUNNING everywhere!

So yeah this is totally a post about me gloating on what my smart little guy does..

He runs. He has 8 teeth now(ouch says my boobs!). Hes talking a lot. Mom, Dad, Pap, Aunt Ba, Dog, That, Whats that, Oucha, Uup, Uh-Oh!, Stuck, Tuck (Tucker). And Im positive I am missing some.

He signs too. More, Milk, Mommy, Drink, Up. And we are still working on other ones.

I am so proud of my little man. =]

On and On..

So I have been doing my normal thinking and what I havent been sure of in my mind is how to make everyone around me happy. How to please everyone and myself. And thats just not possible. So what I keep doing, is putting everything out of my head. I keep pushing it away and trying to talk myself out of the things that I want. And now I am sitting here alone(with Adam) and its like everything is crystal clear to me. It doesnt make since to give up what I want for anyone else. It doesnt make since to be unhappy for anyone. So yeah, I might burn a few bridges, and hurt a few feelings.. Im not talking about destroying peoples lives or being a total ass to them, but what I am talking about, is getting what I want. Going for my dream. Doing what I want and only what I want. And saying the hell with what anyone else says, cause when it comes right down to it. Its my life, and Im the one whos gotta live it.
I could go on and on.. But its survivor night.